Bloggiong.. hehe

hello again.

Wow, I wonder why my posts are in English?
Maybe I was inspired by  friends? They all wrote in English. Don't bother to search for their blog from my following list, I don't follow them. I just save their link. hehe~

I just blog walking a while ago and opened my friend's blog. I noticed there's a slight diff there. Her posts are all in English!! Like wow.. She's just like me, from Malay blog to English. A change of the wind maybe?

oh I forgot to tell you guys that I've finished reading the series of the Strange Angel.




There you go, the whole bunch. Currently I'm reading The Hunger Games, book one. I've seen the movie and it's not common for me to watch the movie first then reading the book, but there's been a problem happened back then. Oh and yes, I'm a big fan of Hunger Games! I've watched them countless of times, over and over again. They never bores me. I wonder why?

Okay, I have to practice for my sketsa for Maulidur rasul. I'll tell about that later. If I ever remembers.. *rolling eyes... Toodles guys!

Assalamualaikum .:)

~Remember to Cherish you Life Okay?~

Camping

Assalamualaikum and hello guys. this entry will be short and simple. ( I guess )

First of all...CAMPING!!!! I love camping and the best is when we're going for jungle tracking. As much as I love this activity, I have 1 problem. I HATE BUGS. It is a very crucial thing to consider because when you're in the jungle, bugs is the most likely living thing that you will always encounter. SPiders, Ants, ANTS ANTS!!!  I don't mind much of flies, mosquito and spiders, except that they're annoying. ANTS, is the only insect I despise most and the jungle are their homeland, their paradise.

Anyway, this Feb, I'll be going for a camp at Janda Baik Pahang. I'm not sure what's the name of the campsite... I'm pretty worried about the activities that are going to be held especially when this camp is organized by my own MENTOR. He'll really prank me hardcore! Since he knows bits of my secrets, I'm doomed.

Lately I've been watching this superb anime! Fairy Tail, I know some of you might recognize the title, if don't...well never mind.  Anyway, in one of the episodes, I've got something that can help me overcome my fear. Is by being in more fear and change that into my inner strength. It's hard to explain, but you have to figure it out yourself. I've tried it before, to overcome my fear of heights. My knees still shake whenever I stand at the railing of a high place, but I've overcome it. Before, I can't even stand near any railings, even when I know how high it was...but now, I can happily look down. It's fun! And scary at the same time, but overall , the thrill is there. I'm afraid, but I've set my mind to block down that fear. If not, I will miss a lot of fun things about this world. :)

To those who has fears and want to overcome it, always think positive and remember, if you're too scared, then you'll miss so many fun things in this world. Such a waste of life.

CAMPING HERE I COME!! XD~~~
INSECT OR NOT, I DON'T CARE AND I'M STILL GOING. :) 

Another new year

Assalamualaikum.

Hello guys.. it's been quite sometime since I wrote here.. I've been busy nowadays. What's more due to the heaps of homework. Can't seem to get it done on time. My time management has gone haywire!!

anyway... Even though it's new year, as usual, I don't celebrate much. What's there to celebrate? It's just a waste of time. A new year for a muslim is not on the 1 jan, but on the 1st Muharram. That's where I really do celebrate.. Mostly just by reciting Yassin and perform a new year 's prayer.

On this day, 1 january, my friend was born. SOooo, she's 19 now and I'm still 18.. she's the oldest of us, but i feel like I'm her older sister. maybe because of our height hehe.

I'm still in matriculation, can't say if that's a dissapointment or not. Exams are coming, and I've been a potato couch since the middle of Disember.. Seriously I need to change.

This year, I'll try to turn over a new leaf. It has been too long for me being in the comfort zone. If I need to be successful, I really do need to lift my fat ass of the couch~
Oh and I want to start exercising more. Fats are getting all over my body,  I feel like a punching bag stuffed with cake or something squishy. So disgusting.

Guys, everyone has a new year wish, but do we achieve our wishes? Make a plan. Follow them and InsyaAllah you can get your wish.

Got to go now... The mosquitoes are envying me right now.. they kept biting and sucking my blood.. very annoying!!! >.<

Bai and assalamualaikum
~cherish your life~
A.Q.

Hard decision..

Assalamualaikum...

Friday afternoon till Saturday morning, my college held a Academician Program about universities.
But i just want to highlight a few about this two University that I've targeted...

First is University Malaysia Pahang. UMP offers a course that i've longed to enter. That is Mechatronic. Plus, there's a program in UMP that is Double Degree (DD). The person who gets to enter this program will get two degrees. One's from UMP it self and the other is from a top 5 university from Germany. THIS, is what I targeted. I've longed to go overseas, before this, I didn't know which country I would like to go, since I've let myself with mechatronics I've seen where to go. German is my next target. Unfortunately, as I my spirit soars high, then came Utem.

UTeM stands for University Technical Malaysia. This university is almost the same as with UMP, it came 3rd in my eye. Aftere the lecture from UTeM. I asked him personally, about mechatronics study there. He keeps saying that it is very hard. I see.. I know it is hard, because it is a combination of other engineering fields. It is hard, but nothing is impossible right? He said, if I apply for UTeM under electronics industry for first choice, and if my application did not approved, then I shall call him or text him and he will sign the paper personally. He would help me to enter UTeM under his name. With this I've seen that I can get one lecturer to back me up, if ever I went to UTeM. He also proposed to me about a program there. I can't recall what's the program was called. It was just this, this program that he mentioned will send 30 students (max) to overseas. Pick any U that the person wants and you will get full scholarship to study there for 6 months, a.k.a. for one semester. I asked him, if I wanted to go to german, would there be any classes for me to learn the language? He said no, I have to learn it myself. That's the problem there. Would I let go of my dream to become a mechatronics engineer? He looks down on me. I can feel it.

My senior, he went to UMP to study mechatronics, but not under DD. He said it was tough but still, everything is tough. Nothing's easy. And I've seen that UMP's lecturers are more fun than UTeM. My friends there, they never encouraged me to enter there too, they just gave me a no comment and change the topic. I'm not sure why they do that, but this giving me more doubts.

Now I'm in a dilemma. UMP or UTeM? kena buat solat istikharah lah ni. Come to think of it, if I follow the DD, they will teach us 3 years with the language and in the 4th year, they'll send to German for a year.
That's my target. as long that I did not apply for RU in my application form for the first 4 choices. That would be no problem.

I think that's it for tonight. good night guys

Assalamualaikum.
~Cherish your life~

A smile a day

Assalamualaikum.

Here I'm stating that A smile a day can really make your day.

But maybe only for a second.

Even for that, we have thousands of reasons why we can't smile and only a little reason why we have to smile.
among those thousands why we can't smile, we don't know why. and part of we know why.

We have to smile everyday so that we can lie to ourselves that that day will be a happy day. We often said, that if we start a day with a smile, we can have a happy day. Unfortunately, is it true? Not everyone managed to smile early in the morning. Unless a very happy event happened in their life. That's a possibility right?

I don't mean to say that we can't smile everyday.. I'm just highlighting the truth...or maybe that's what my life is all about. I can really count how many times I had a great time or developed a smile in the morning. and it always ends bad. It always ends with a frown because I tend to be a very grumpy girl.

But all in all, it's always nice to lie to oneself that the  day we wake up, MAY  be a nice day and we hope that it will stay that way for the whole day. "Tomorrow" is another story...so don't fuss up your mind too much.

My advice, lying is good, if the outcome is good. Sometimes a little lie can actually keep yourself sane and it's good for your body. But there are consequences... that will be in another story.

So for today, SMILE everyone!! :)
Here, take one of these, you might need one.

Sincerely,
A.Q.

A little bit of imagination. :)

.Assalamualaikum.

Hey there guys and girls... Probably there's an adult her so hello Ladies and Gentlemen..

have you ever dreamed of walking inside that passage, like that in the picture.
Or you have?
Hmmph, lucky for those who have. I haven't and that's for sure. You can see clearly that, it's snowing in that pic. I love snow and in Malaysia, you have no snow. So I dream someday I will go somewhere during winter. Somewhere that has winter that is. If not probably I could go to some place that has a winter wonderland.

Anyway, my point here is to share with you guys this pic.
Look at that pic and imagine. Anything to your heart desires. Imagination is unlimited... :)

Chiow for now!

Sincerely,
A.Q.

Annyeonghaseyo!! :)

Hello and Assalamualaikum. :)

Boys Over Flowers. 

Quite an old series from korean dramas, but I just got the chance to watch it. :) 

My friend's been talking about this drama years ago and I'm a bit too late to watch it. What ever...

I love how the story goes. even though I haven't finished it yet. :P

This story reminds me, that even though you though you LOVE someone, 

actually, that person is not the one. 

I may sound paranoid, but stories like this is just fantasies. Any drama, that is...

They're just in love at 'that' moment. Wait till they grow up, enter universities, and start to work. 

Will they ever be together again?

It's a one in a million chance that they ever will end with marriage. Just a tiny miny winey chance. The atomic size of chance. 

For the girls who are in a relationship, don't put your hopes too high. Don't lie to yourself,daydreaming about this fantasies with your boyfriends. If you hope too much, it will hurt you. You may rise again, and forgive everything - will you forget it? No. (prbably a yes if u try hard)

Sincerely,

A.Q.

Missing my JMTi-ans friends

Assalamualaikum.. :)

This post is specially for my friends, whom I met during studying at JMTi...
Guys... do you still remember how we first met?

I do..
It all starts with our orientation week.. which they called as MSK -minggu suai kenal-
At the last day of our MSK, we were told to pick our basket and other things along the way. :)
On that day, we were told to line up according to our courses. That's the first time I met with all my classmates. During that time, I know no one. except for the girls. Which we only have 3, including me; and the others...I don't know them much. Some of you, I've met and learnt your names during the MSK. Either we're in the same group or our groups just collides with each other. :) One of my member groups that I remember the most is my group leader. Her name's Zata Nabila. and of course not to forget, our beloved Emon! :) He's in my group as well. For the others.. hehe your part was not there yet.

If I were to tell the whole story of how I met with each of you well, it would take a long time to type it down.
Mainly, our first gathering was after we take our baskets. We were asked to go to our classes. Not literally OUR class. But just to look around toured by our seniors. First place visited was our main class for mechatronics students. Just a common class with tables closely together.. When we entered the class was full. The three girls sat at the back of the class. We get to know with our headlecturer for our batch. I asked a question at that time. at that was the time when they know me. As the loud girl. Their first impression of me (funny hehe). Then we move on to other places such as the workshop, the robots room, computer room, programming room and other rooms.

-my post's getting longer-

Then came our first class together. I mean, for my class. We have two class at that time. Mine was the A class. TKM1A - Teknikal Kejurutereaan Mekatronik 1 A- 1 Stands for our semester. I can't really remembered our first class, but I still remembered how ignorant and stuck up you all were back then. You guys don't ever look at us! :( the girls i mean. This class that I remembered, you boys were teasing me and Zata. I can still recall during that time, the lecturer, asked who would be the vice class representative. You guys picked me instead of Zata and the reasons are to die for! HAHAHA. You guys said that I'm more trustworthy and dependable. i certainly gave a good laugh.

It has not been easy for me actually, to get closer to you guys. Maybe because it was my first time to have a class full of boys rather than girls. and I'm the kind of girls that befriends with boys. Not all, at least. Since we're classmates, so it took some time for me to now you guys better. I'm lucky to have Zata as my classmate. (each class have two girls). Zata's more experienced when it comes to boys. Her whole school were filled with boys,since she came from a Vokasional school.

That's pretty much for today. See I told you it would be long. This is just a portion of our story. Have to stop to pray. Subuh's here. I haven't slept for the whole night. hehe

Sincerely,
A.Q.

Mechatronics.

Hello guys... assalamualaikum...

Up here, is the simple explanation of Mechatronics..
Why this all of the sudden?

Well I've been thinking for a while of furthering my studies after Matriculations in Mechatronics..
There's been doubts of my decision as friends and lecturers started questioning..
Friends asked me why I switched from Civil engineering (I learned them During highschool) to Electrical and electronics during Matriculation. My result for SPM was not bad for Civil engineering.. I got an A for that.. That' why they questioned me.. Usually, those who got A or B, they will go on with their course.. Unlike me, I just switched to the other course witch are very different!

They thought I was crazy for changing from easy to a harder course.. Yes I may be crazy, but you must know that I have my own reasons for my actions, and one of the reasons is that I want to further in Mechatronics. Mechatronics are very wide.. You can search for their meaning in the internet.. too long for me to explain it here. All in all, I want to major in Robotics, under mechatronics engineering.. So basically I need to have the basic in electronics. That's the reason why I joined EE course in matriculation. I don't mind what people said.. It's my life, not theirs.

My dilemma now is, which University to apply. I've passed my Semester 1 already and I know I have to think of the apllication I need to fill.. Even the scholarships... Very heavy thinking for me. Need to excel in my studies. need to be more mature.. need to increase my critical thinking level... so many things to do..

Friends,
Don't stop struggling.. We have to struggle for another 6 months. By my count we have less than 5 months! Of course, minus the time we waste playing games, reading novels, laughing, talking, daydreaming, toilet business, eating, sleeping and many wasting time activities. We have LESS THAN 5 MONTHS!!

Ganbatte!! Chaiyok!! Good luck!! FIght!! Lawan!!! Tawakkal and Istiqamah...

May God be with us, May Allah always help us.

PSPM 1 was disastrous. make sure PSPM 2 will be victorious!!


P.S. : how those it end up from mechatronics to PSPM? wow, I do gabbles alot.. hehe

Sincerely,
A.Q.

A friend, A love

With the name of Allah..

There's a friend.. A boy.. Our friendship's not long but I love him like I've known him for so long..
The sad thing is.. He is out of my league....

He's not much.
First impression..
>Standard Style
>Standard Education..
>Normal

Second Impression..
>There's something special about him..
People can never understand.

I've shown his picture to my best friend.. She said that he's a handsome guy.
I have to agree.. and I think that's why he has so many admirers.. which is almost all of them ARE WAAAAYYYY cuter than me..and WAAAAAYYYYY out of my league.

He's not much to look at..
but somehow, I fell for him.
I tried to forget him..
when we got seperated by distance and connection is lacking..
I still can't forget him..

Now.. his face does not haunts my dreams and visions as frequently like before..
but whenever I think about him.. It's hard to get rid of it. and I'll end up getting emotional and tears starts rolling down my cheeks...The way he walks, he talks.. how he laughs at my stupid jokes.. how he waste his time just to answer my calls and be talk with me for more than an hour.. how he gives his advice.. He is a very special guy in my eyes.. I know that he does that to his other friends too, practically I'm one of his ordinary friend. Nothing special. He's always there whenever I need help. He always talks positively.. He has never said anything that can break my spirit down. Always....

Always...

Thank you for being my friend. I can always tell you that I love you but I don't want, for that 3 words, can break our relationship. It's enough for me, for US to be in the friend zone. If you're happy.. then I'm happy too...eventhough I have to lie to myself.

I just hope that one day, you will be gone for good from my heart. Benda yang kita nak tak semestinya bagus tuk kita kan? Mungkin Allah tak jodoh kan kita sbb ada yang lain yang lebih baik tuk diri kita masing2. :) Cheer up! -talking to myself-


Sincerely,
A.Q.