With the name of Allah..
There's a friend.. A boy.. Our friendship's not long but I love him like I've known him for so long..
The sad thing is.. He is out of my league....
He's not much.
First impression..
>Standard Style
>Standard Education..
>Normal
Second Impression..
>There's something special about him..
People can never understand.
I've shown his picture to my best friend.. She said that he's a handsome guy.
I have to agree.. and I think that's why he has so many admirers.. which is almost all of them ARE WAAAAYYYY cuter than me..and WAAAAAYYYYY out of my league.
He's not much to look at..
but somehow, I fell for him.
I tried to forget him..
when we got seperated by distance and connection is lacking..
I still can't forget him..
Now.. his face does not haunts my dreams and visions as frequently like before..
but whenever I think about him.. It's hard to get rid of it. and I'll end up getting emotional and tears starts rolling down my cheeks...The way he walks, he talks.. how he laughs at my stupid jokes.. how he waste his time just to answer my calls and be talk with me for more than an hour.. how he gives his advice.. He is a very special guy in my eyes.. I know that he does that to his other friends too, practically I'm one of his ordinary friend. Nothing special. He's always there whenever I need help. He always talks positively.. He has never said anything that can break my spirit down. Always....
Always...
Thank you for being my friend. I can always tell you that I love you but I don't want, for that 3 words, can break our relationship. It's enough for me, for US to be in the friend zone. If you're happy.. then I'm happy too...eventhough I have to lie to myself.
I just hope that one day, you will be gone for good from my heart. Benda yang kita nak tak semestinya bagus tuk kita kan? Mungkin Allah tak jodoh kan kita sbb ada yang lain yang lebih baik tuk diri kita masing2. :) Cheer up! -talking to myself-
Sincerely,
A.Q.
There's a friend.. A boy.. Our friendship's not long but I love him like I've known him for so long..
The sad thing is.. He is out of my league....
He's not much.
First impression..
>Standard Style
>Standard Education..
>Normal
Second Impression..
>There's something special about him..
People can never understand.
I've shown his picture to my best friend.. She said that he's a handsome guy.
I have to agree.. and I think that's why he has so many admirers.. which is almost all of them ARE WAAAAYYYY cuter than me..and WAAAAAYYYYY out of my league.
He's not much to look at..
but somehow, I fell for him.
I tried to forget him..
when we got seperated by distance and connection is lacking..
I still can't forget him..
Now.. his face does not haunts my dreams and visions as frequently like before..
but whenever I think about him.. It's hard to get rid of it. and I'll end up getting emotional and tears starts rolling down my cheeks...The way he walks, he talks.. how he laughs at my stupid jokes.. how he waste his time just to answer my calls and be talk with me for more than an hour.. how he gives his advice.. He is a very special guy in my eyes.. I know that he does that to his other friends too, practically I'm one of his ordinary friend. Nothing special. He's always there whenever I need help. He always talks positively.. He has never said anything that can break my spirit down. Always....
Always...
Thank you for being my friend. I can always tell you that I love you but I don't want, for that 3 words, can break our relationship. It's enough for me, for US to be in the friend zone. If you're happy.. then I'm happy too...eventhough I have to lie to myself.
I just hope that one day, you will be gone for good from my heart. Benda yang kita nak tak semestinya bagus tuk kita kan? Mungkin Allah tak jodoh kan kita sbb ada yang lain yang lebih baik tuk diri kita masing2. :) Cheer up! -talking to myself-
Sincerely,
A.Q.
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