Fantasy life.. :)

They used to be best friends

Until they chose to follow their own dreams...

poor keyboard

scary movie

.Assalamualaikum.

You know what I mean right?

.Assalamualaikum.

Hey ho everybody! Today I just finished a new colouring using Paint Tool Sai I just downloaded. It's my sister's idea so I tried.. Since I love to draw so I thought maybe I could try to colour my drawings.. I only managed for one only for today.. hehe anyway down here is the complete one with the eye from the real drawing that I've scanned..

and this one below is the one that have no eye color.. sorry for no color thing. I haven't learned yet how to colour them. 

Anyway, this one below is the original drawing.. no editing okay? haha.. seriously I drew it myself! I think I was doodling in my room because I can't sleep.. hehe

Just want to share my achivements with you guys since I have nothing to say anything in this blog.. haha Would you mind to tell me which one is the best? hehe~

Thank  you for reading <3

.Assalamualaikum.

Jaga diri dan jaga iman tau

remember to take care of yourself and keep the faith.

.Assalamualaikum.

Hello! 

Seperti yang semua rakan2 saya sudah tahu tentang rantai burung hantu yang telah tersebar luas di dalam Facebook. Rantai burung hantu itu telah dinyatakan bahawa memiliki rantai itu adalah haram. Sila baca tentang ini dengan lebih lanjut di link ini.. 

http://haiyumhaffiz.blogspot.com/2011/12/rantai-burung-hantu-haram.html?m=1

..Harap maaf kepada yang terasa yer.. 

.Assalamualaikum.

Jaga diri dan jaga iman 

Remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith

A friend of mine..

.Assalamualaikum. 

Haha I'm pretty much liked to talk about my friend here.. You see, he is a boy.. A friend I met when we were in form 2 maybe? I think so.. can't remember the actual date haha.. Anyway, I do like him in some way, and I do respect him.. Walaupun perangai dia tidak lah sebaik mana pown, aku tetap tak kesah sbb ada satu jer yg membeza kan dia ngan kawan2 dia yang lain.. Dia tak pakai seluar pendek atas lutut macam kawan2 dia yang lain tu...But sometimes even though he would wear long pants and he rolled it up, he would not roll it up above knee length. Haha.. kan aurat lelaki dari pusat hingga ke lutut kan? Haha  kiranya oklah tu...Lagipun ni sengaja je aku nak puji dia. Aku tak de niat nak kutuk sesiapa pown. Aku pown bukannya baik sangat nak kutuk orang lain. Anyway thanks for reading... ;P

.Assalamualaikum.

Jaga diri dan jaga iman yer

remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith :)

Couple?!

.Assalamualaikum. 

Haih.. Aku mengeluh ada sebab yer.. Aku tak tahan lah nak kata apa dah.. yelah kan aku ni saper lah nak marah2 ngan orang. Aku tak layak.. Aku nak tegur orang buat salah pown aku tak layak kan. Maybe I should just mind my own business. Seperti remaja biasa, aku juga ada keinginan tuk kapel. Normallah tu kan? Tapi aku juga kene ingat bahawa kapel itu HARAM di sisi Islam.. Mengapa? Sebab kapel itu boleh mendorong kita untuk perkara zina. Bagaimana pula? Yes walaupun ada yang kata diorang kapel tak de lah sampai wat zina yang terlarang tu..Cth: buat hubungan intim. Rakan2, zina itu bukan sahaja dengan 'buat' perkara itu, tetapi zina boleh hadir dengan pelabagai cara. Zina hati, zina mata, zina pendengaran/telinga, zina kaki, zina tangan dan zina mulut.    Segala ini boleh hadir tika kita sedang berkapel tanpa disedari oleh diri kita sendiri.. Contoh seperti zina hati...Normalnya org yg berkapel ini akan sentiasa teringat2kan si dia kan? Yes ada juga anda menjwab anda juga memikirkan Allah s.w.t.. Kita sebagai umat Islam mestilah sentiasa mengingati Allah s.w.t... tapi orang yang berkapel mmg akan kerap juga memikirkan tentang si dia...Anda mesti akan terfikirkan akan si dia juga kan? Walaupun hanya sekilas tetapi bila kita fikirkan tentang orang yang tidak sah untuk kita dengan timbul bayangan si dia... tentu ada rasa sayang juga kan? Walaupun sekelumit...itu boleh dikira zina hati.. Kita harus lah berpegang pada hukum yang telah Allah tetapkan dalam Al-Quran iaitu jauhi zina. Sudah terbukti tentang perkara itu, kenapa kita nak menipu diri sendiri lagi? Kapel itu salah satu jalan mendekati zina jadi mengapa ingin dipertikai kan lagi? Mengapa kita tak nak tunggu sehingga kita sudah sah diikat dengan pernikahan yang sah dan menagih kasih dengan suami yang sah untuk kita? Dengan itu fikir2kan lah.. 

P.S------> Saya ingin meminta maaf jikalau ada yang tidak puas hati atau saya ada tersalah informasi tentang perkara ini.. tetapi inilah apa yang  telah saya pelajari maka ini lah yang saya ingin berkongsi bersama anda.. Maaf jika perkara ini saya tulis dalam bahasa Melayu kerana saya tidak tahu bagaimana ingin gunakan bahasa English tentang perkara ini.. Saya harap anda boleh terima perkara ini dengan seadanya.. Jika ada yang salah atau tersilap harap anda boleh tegur yer.. Kerana sesungguhnya yang baik itu sumer nyer datang dari Allah, dan yang buruk itu merupakan kelemahan saya sendiri.. Saya tidak memaksa anda untuk tidak berkapel.. tetapi fikir2kanlah yer.. sekian, terima kasih kerana sudi membaca..

.Assalamualaikum.

Ingat untuk jaga diri dan jaga iman.. 

remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith.( Iman )

...Assalamualaikum...

Hello! 

I love this slipper I just saw while surfing the net.. 

Saja nak tengok sliper apa yang comel2 di dunia ni.. haha

End up to search for this slipper..

Thank you for reading

.Assalamualaikum.

Jaga diri dan jaga iman

Take care of yourself and keep your faith

My dream home library..

.Assalamualaikum.

Hello guys! I've been dreaming to have my own library in my house in the future!

Well up here is one of the pics I've found in the internet.. maybe I can build my dream library like this...

Or this...

Or maybe these....

You see, if I want to build this kind of library I have to spend a lot of money. 

Unfortunately I can't. And how can I afford to buy a big house to build a big and cozy library like those? 

so I thought maybe I could buy a nice book rack to put my favourite books in it. 

Somewhat like this one.. cute and nice to look at and my whole imaginary world are comfortably sleep side by side till I open a book and they will do their work.. 

Maybe I can read my book like this. If I get too intense.. Haha! 

Anyway thanks for reading.. 

.Assalamaualaikum. 

Remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith ( Iman )

.Assalamualaikum.

Hari tu pergi mph dekat mid dengan family.. pergi ke tempat stationary dan terjumpa beg seperti ini.. 

Sangat comel! Rasa geram tengok beg ini, aku ambik jer dari rak tu.. hehe.. Tetapi bler tengok harganya..

MasyaAllah! Mahal gler.. nak dekat rm100 rasa nyer.. Or maybe lebih kot. haha Can't remember actually. 

Anyway, my old school bag has mysteriously disappeared since I put that bag on my learning table and went to boarding school. I miss my old bag.. this holiday, my mission is to find a new bag.. hehe 

Wish me luck guys! 

thank you for reading. 

.Assalamualaikum. 

Remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith ( Iman )

Strength and courage.

It takes strength to be certain,
It takes courage to have doubts.

It takes strength to fit in,
It takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to share a friend's pain,
It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to hide your own pain,
It takes courage to show it and deal with it.

It takes strength to stand guard,
It takes courage to let down your guard.

It takes strength to conquer,
It takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to endure abuse,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to lean on a friend.

It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to beloved.

It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live..

~ Silvia kelly

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

OK december dah datang dekat.. actually dah masuk december pown. And now I decided to use any language I wanna choose.. So people can't judge me for this okay? Oh the two language I wanna use is just English and Malay... no need to worry if I use any different language that I myself wouldn't understand.. haha anyway New Years coming and I will be in form 5 for next year.. maknanya aku tak lama lagi akan menduduki SPM.. like all the other form 5 students.. Good luck for me.. 

..Thank you for reading.. 

Remember to take care of yourself and keep your faith ( Iman )

.Assalamualaikum.

Hello every body.. Be good to yourself and be confident always.. 

Never think yourself as ugly just because other people around you are much more beautiful than you.. 

Always think and stick it in your mind that you are also as beautiful as them. 

If not from the outside, make it as from the inside.. 

The most beautiful person in the world is the person who are beautiful outside and inside. 

Just remember to go back to your religion and you may achieve what are best for you. 

Thank you for reading. 

Assalamualaikum 

Remember to look after yourself and keep the faith ( Iman )

NEVER let success get to your HEAD and never let failure get to your HEART.

positive thinking and maaay be a motivation for self.. in the middle of the night..

.Assalamualaikum.

Hey guys..
I'm just bored here in the middle of the night.
I just thought I wanna say thing that have been in my heart about this weird planet I'm living on..
Well first of all.. I wanna ask is why does people likes to judge others? I mean it's okay to judge for good reasons but the thing is here is why do they judge people from the outside? Unless they were proven of the things we accused them of. I know it's not my problem to question this kind of thing.. but I am one of those who are being judge for no good reason.. guys who are just the same with me.. My advice is, don't let them take your confidence from you. You need those for future needs.. I know cause I've once lost mine but I fight for it back and here I am still fighting to be the best in front of the others..Yes I want to be perfect in front of the others.. but I didn't change my own self.. I stay me and I change me.. I know you don't understand. The main point here is be who you really are.. don't be a copy cat.. but please be reminded. If you have a bad egg in you.. make it a good egg.. change yourself for a better you.. that is who you really are.. Every person is different. The will never be a normal person in this world because every person has a difference between others.. so practically, normal is only a myth.. be positive and stay positive.. if you're religious, lead your life based on your religion you're holding. That may make your life easier and peaceful... it's all in your mind and heart.. you just have to believe in yourself and have a nice strong will to be confident..


Sorry guys for the long post. I know I do talk crap but this is what I want to say so you can't tell me what I want to type in here, right? thank you for reading.. remember to look after yourself and keep the faith ( Iman )..
Assalamualaikum.. 

LIKE PEOPLE SAID, 'THINK BEFORE YOU ACT', BUT I SAID, THINK AND ACT IN THE SAME TIME..

Avoid time wasting

.Assalamualaikum.

I once think,

I was the ugly duckling among my beautiful friends,

I was the mouse among us,

And I was the lion without a brave heart.

But now I see  and I've learned a lesson.. 

A lesson that is so valuable,

That is to love me for who I am,

To be confident for being ME,

And...

To thank Allah for making me as who I am now...

Thank you Allah .. Alhamdulillah ..

P.S: This post is not to show that i'm racist or other things you thought about religions.. it just to show my gratitude to my Creator and to encourage me to always stay positive and think positive and to always be courageous to face trials in life.. 

Thank you for reading.

Typed by , 

MLB....Look after yourself and keep the Faith ( Iman )

Soft ball

.Assalamualaikum.

First of all.. yes I love to play softball. But Unfortunately I didn't enter the softball league.. why? I don't know.. Maybe because at that time the end of year examinations are being held.. yeah it's a waste because I know I can get into the international team for Technics. I just follow my instinct at that time, and also I'm pressured by the exams.. all those papers that I can't answer successfully.. I can still remember the day I broke down after an exam.. that time , it was the most embarrassing moment I've ever had in my life.. Never mind that.. the past IS the PAST. We can't change the past.. There's no such thing as time machine to make it happen. haha very funny..

I'm jealous of my friends who played softball that day.. hehe.. saw their pics. Haha shame on me for not taking the chance to take part with them..Anyway I still keep my spirits high and start focusing in studying for our biggest exams.. SPM.. Plus  I want to get the rank of Lance Corporal in KRS, and for other targets..
The main thing here is that, I LOVE TO PLAY SOFTBALL SO MUCH!!!

Thank you for reading,
Sincerely typed by,
MLB.. Look after yourself and keep the Faith ( Iman )

Assalamualaikum. :)

dear friends, I'm here sitting with the rain trickling down my windowpane beside me while writing this weird writing that I'm not really what I'm writing either. Hearing the raindrops tap-tappiting on the roof above my head.. Why oh why can't it be sunshine today? Then I would be out there playing with badmintons or jogging.. I miss my bike.. Well since my bike broke down and it was never been fixed I had nothing to do outside the house.. No company to jog.. I can play badminton though , but unfortunately we have no shuttles to play with.. Bad luck huh?! haha For others, I think yeah, but for me not really.. I have my books to keep company.. Books have been my companion since I got out of ....... and I've been lonely in ...... so my mother bought me a book. Since then my love for books starts to grow.. Especially story books..adventure books..like, Sabriel, Lirael, The famous Five series, The adventures series.. and much more! I love Enid Blyton so much! Her books just rock my imagination. Why? It's obvious, because one of her book was the first English book that I've read in the ...... and her book which make the imagination in my head go wild and growing fast! Since then I got mad with adventures.. I think that's all for this section..Thank you for reading.. love you guyz and have fun in life..

sincerely, by MLB ....Look after yourself and keep the faith(iman)..
Assalamualaikum..

Kem Kepimpinan

Alhamdulillah.. Finally, I've conquered the camp.. actually it's not really camping.. because the camp was hold at school and we live boarding school.. so of course there will be dormitories to sleep in. I have no mood to tell the whole activities we've done, but I do want to say that this camp has made my mind change.. meaning like I've changed my opinion to what I'm doing for being as a MPP/ prefects. Truthfully, I joined the MPP organisation is just to gain experience.. and I want to have memories in this new school I'm attending, but after this camp, I became determined to work as Prefect for the love to my school. I'd rather sacrifice everything for this school which I love most. Honestly though, this is the first school I've put my whole heart to. Maybe because I've turn over a new leaf since I entered this school. From worse to bad and from bad to half bad.. Yes I can't say that I'm a good person, because I'm not. So lets just take it that I'm half-bad. hehe.. 

The best thing about this camp is, the facilitators are our fourth and fifth batch seniors. Even though they have exams coming next week at their university, they sacrifice their time, effort and money to come and meet us and give us the best they can.. and yes it is the best! Their efforts are payed and we have fun.. I want to be like them.. I still can recall what the facilitator for my group had ask us when we were having a group activities.. he asked us will we come and sacrifice our time like them to do just like what they did? Those words make my spirits burn. I miss them a lot. 

I learned a lot from this camp.. Thank you to our seniors and teacher for letting them be our facilitators. I learned to be closer to ALLAH S.W.T.. Insya-Allah I will do my best to be good.. and good luck to all of my friends and muslims in this world... May Allah Bless you.. 

ARGGHHH!!!

When will the holidays come??!!
Can't wait! I want to sleep late, and wake up late.. of course I pray first then sleep again haha.. I want to go out with my friends.. long time no see.. miss them A LOT! See holidays really matter to me.. to reunite all of my friends that have been apart. But to study is also very important to me.. haha.anyway my point here is

HURRY UP AND HOLIDAY!!!!! =.='

Stretch? :P

I wake up and walk away, like nothing happened. 

Peace out! ~

When

When you come into my life

When I finally gets to hold your hand

When you will hug me

When you will say the things I 

wanted to hear

When you promise that you love me

When I fell for you for the first time, 

My heart will always be with you

Always for you

Always be true 

just for you

Always,

and never will I betray my love ..

The Worst Dream In The World

The road to death is along march beset

with all evils, and the heart fails little by little

at each new terror, the bones rebel at each step,

the mind sets up its own bitter resistance and

to what end? The barriers sink one by one,

and no covering of the eyes shuts out

the landscape of disaster, nor the sight of crimes committed there. 

-Katherine Anne Porter-

Pale Horse, Pale Rider

When I have seen by Time's fell hand defac'd
The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
When sometime lofty towers I see down-raz'd,
And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
An the firm soil win of the watery main,
Increasing store with loss, and loss with store;
When I have seen such interchange of state,
Or state itself confounded to decay;
Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate
That Time will come and take my love away.

- William Shakespeare- Sonnet 64

I'm a human being. :P

Hey guys, it's been a long time since I've been online.. okay it's been 2 weeks to be precised. I missed you guys so much! Lots of things had happen in just two weeks. Seriously I missed my friends, family and even my bed! Tomorrow I have  a road run or more to be called as MErentas desa. =.='. Tak larat lah. What's more with my feet hurts a  lot.  owh and the route for the road run is unbelievable. Have to climb lots of hills... semput jadi nyer..huh huh huh. hahaha owh and on the practice day, I almost get chased by dogs. Huge ones too. brrr.  haha I have nothing more to say. SO I end it here for a while. Okay see you guys this saturday!

My form 3 friends :) [2011]

My bestfriend/awek/girlfriend/wife/daughter.[pick one ;p]

Syaza AmilA

She's sporty and strong

She's kind and kind

She's gedik but not too much. 

She's the perfect friend for me. :) 

Thanks Syaz for being my friend....luv u beb!

My baby!!! 

Aina NUrazlina!! 

mUahhahaha! 

Cute and cuddly

Short but tall. 

Happy go lucky. 

Missing her so much!

Love to talk crap ... =.='

 

Another 'Aina' in the group.

Her name... Aina Rafiqah..

My awek too.. hehe

Kind and nice. 

Wise [ececeh haha]

I have nothing more to say 

except that she is 

AMAZING! hehe

As you can see.

Cumel kan?? 

HEhehehe 

SHe's kind and fun

And funny and she confused me.. hohoho

not sure why I said that but who cares. :P

Dear friends,

You guys are the best, and always will be in my mind. Even though I'm one year older [ehem], hehe I think I'm no difference than you guys hek hek hek.. 

Oh and the same thing about you guys are, you're SMART! Good luck for your PMR this year.. :P Luv you and lots of hugs and kisses from me forever. muahahhaha!

Your Mother.

Enjoy this beautiful song  that I heard since I was young. :)

LOL

I have nothing to say except that I missed my friends in SMKS4, and now they're not there either. Most of them went to SBP or MRSM or Technique schools. Seriously I missed them. My life at SMT Sepang is fun, but tiring. My mom said tired is normal in boarding school. Ok, now I'm out of idea what to say.. what everlah. For now, good bye. :)

Freedom By Helen Hunt Jackson

What freeman knoweth freedom? Never he
Whose father's father through long lives have reigned
O'er kingdoms which mere heritage attained.
Though from his youth to age he roam as free
As winds, he dreams not freedom's ecstacy.
But he whose birth was in a nation chained
For centuries; where every breath was drained
From breasts of slaves which knew not there could be
Such thing as freedom,--he beholds the light
Burst, dazzling; though the glory blind his sight
He knows the joy. Fools laugh because he reels
And weilds confusedly his infant will;
The wise man watching with a heart that feels
Says: "Cure for freedom's harms is freedom still."

You can never be replaced.

I'm not sure why. Usually when my friends ask  me what kind of boy I like, I just said I don't know. Since we've not been friends anymore, my answers changed. I always related it to you. Everything have to be something about you. I hate it. It makes it more difficult to forget you. You left me and don't want to be my friend anymore. I don't know why you did that and what they told you, but you are the one 'boy' friend that I can tell you everything. Anything that will upset me, you know it. haha. I know you more than you know me. I know that you're nice in the inside, but you let your ego take over. I always smile when people told me that you are the meanest boy they've ever met, because I know that it isn't true.

But I'm afraid of you too. I know when you hate someone, you'll hate them more than anything. Once you hate, your heart will be blocked forever and nothing can change that. I know when you hate that someone you will bully them till they cry, you will take their miserable tears as your own pleasure. I know.. but when you had the chance to do those things to me, you didn't. I thank you for that. Thank you for being my friend and ex-friend. Thank you for everything. :)

Every morning.
I open my eyes.
I think of two things.
1) Allah
2)him
He who haunts my mind since my departure.
He who I left behind as  my enemy.
He who once been my secret friend
my walking diary.
I thought
If I went to someplace far
and doesn't look at his face anymore
that I will forget him.
But it became worse..
The minute I look at other boy's faces,
I thought of him.
I used to tell him everything that goes in my mind.
It turns out that he is not a  very good diary.. :(
He betrayed me by broking our friendship.
But I still liked him, because he still kept his promise for not telling my secrets away.
I cried for him
I'll be with him if he needs help.
If he needs company.
By the time he needs those,
it may be too late.
He may have someone else.
And I,
alone forever.
I missed him so much..
The way he talks. He's so kind..

P.S> Dear You, if you read this, I hope you'll understand my feelings. I hope you realize what you've done. This may be the end of our friendship to you, but for me it's not. Note to yourself, I will always be here even if I'm not wanted. Call  me if you need me. Thank you for being my friend. :)

This will be my 100th posts.

Well as you can read the title.... This is my 100th posts and this will be my last post for this week.. By next Monday, I will be heading for boarding school. Baru dapat tau tadi. Bila bgtau kwn2 sumer nye sedih haha..  yang peliknya I ni yang tak sedih haha.. Anyway kebetulan tadi tu time Koko, diorang yg berbau busuk2 sumer peluk I. Agak rimas but who cares. By that time I dah tak kesah dah.. Rindu pown dah mula menyelubungi diri ini.

I ingat tak adalah kawan yg kecoh ker yg akan rindu ke.. aww tapi skang yg slalu bagi pelukan ialah yang I tak rapat. Yang rapat semua nya either pergi club, doing their own work, or tease me.. haha evil them . Still I do love them so much!  I boleh balik 2 minggu sekali.. haha so dua kali dalam sebulan. Aww this saturday I nak pergi IOI dengan marni.. :))

17.1.2011

Hari ini ialah hari yang menyedihkan... karena hari ini lah hari yg dia meninggalkan diriku untuk ke sekolah yg baharunya.. huhuhu she's the best bestest friend I've ever had haha..

Early in the morning, dia tetiba datang ker kelas I. I mula-mula tak perasan till kawan2 I semua jerit nama I and tell me she's here.. my first thought is, "who the heck is 'she'?" haha Then when I turned around, I get a surprise hug from her.. Aww... I love her hug.. Blah blah blah.. dia datang sekolah sbb nak ambik sijil berhenti sekolah sahaja. I gave her the last hug and the last kiss. Then cikgu subjek BM sudah tiba. After BM got Biology class. Maisarah text me. I have a very hard time to reply her text...

We were texting all day long.. After school she even called me. She told me all about her new school. I will tell you guys about that later. She promised me she will post me letters from there since they can't get on9 or texting. ergh.. anyway i hope she will never forget me.. haha

when you're gone

Aww man, now i have no one to rehat with.. haha  apalah. Sedih nyer.. keseorangan di sekolah.. Yes I can rehat dengan Marni tpai dia mesti nak rehat dgn Akid dia tu hahaha.. Like that one day, I rehat dgn dia, AWKWARD. Haha the fact that I don't have a boy friend yet, I rasa jijik sikit sebab lovey dovey yang mereka tunjuk hehe... sorry Mar. kidding2. Anyway, I do like being single, accept that I am a bit lonely in the inside, but who cares.. as long as my friends are on my side.. haha

Memoirs of Nur Maisarah Bt Zazali

Dear Miasarah, 

I hope you read this 'cause this is for you.. Aku akan rindu kan kau lah weyh.. .haha saper nak makan ngan aku time rehat? haha anyway , good luck in your new school, and good bye babe! 

These is the pictures of our last day together.. hehe.. Hope you'll find a new best friend there! :)

Just for fun in the bathroom.. haha

 Mai & Mar

<3 love them!

anugerah di hadapan KFC :D

 Look! She misses the KFC more than her friends!

 Mai & Rozaimi..

US!!

 Tired on the escalator.. :)

 Spa treatment anyone?

 BFFAEAEAEAEAEAEAE+AEAEAEAE ;P

 They're cute hehe

   HUG!!

 yeap you are beautiful-er than me haha

Good bye Mai! Thanks for everything dude! 

We'll love you till ever!