I'm not sure why. Usually when my friends ask me what kind of boy I like, I just said I don't know. Since we've not been friends anymore, my answers changed. I always related it to you. Everything have to be something about you. I hate it. It makes it more difficult to forget you. You left me and don't want to be my friend anymore. I don't know why you did that and what they told you, but you are the one 'boy' friend that I can tell you everything. Anything that will upset me, you know it. haha. I know you more than you know me. I know that you're nice in the inside, but you let your ego take over. I always smile when people told me that you are the meanest boy they've ever met, because I know that it isn't true.
But I'm afraid of you too. I know when you hate someone, you'll hate them more than anything. Once you hate, your heart will be blocked forever and nothing can change that. I know when you hate that someone you will bully them till they cry, you will take their miserable tears as your own pleasure. I know.. but when you had the chance to do those things to me, you didn't. I thank you for that. Thank you for being my friend and ex-friend. Thank you for everything. :)
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