Assalamualaikum and Hello
I can't sleep tonight. Everytime I close my eyes, the past kept haunting me. Maybe I should typed it down here to forget about it for a while.. You see, before I went to Technic Sepang school, I wasn't the person who I am now. Back then, I was the social kind of girl. My life were filled with boys and girls and everthing that naughty kind of girl would do and say. I felt so ashamed with all my stupid attitudes back then, that they haunts me till now.. I know muslims can't touch with boys, and have to talk polite and have to take care our relationship with boys, but I never took great care to avoid doing all those.. till I came to Technic Sepang.. Where there always kept Islam's way as a core to the school's success.. they teach me how to behave and teach me everything positive.. They change me...but the fear of me being back to who I am back then haunts me.. and now I too, am taking my first step of being my old self again.. The worst fear is, would I be my old self when I got out of Tchnic School after SPM?
I hope not.. :(
Love most from MLB
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