.Assalamualaikum.

I once think,

I was the ugly duckling among my beautiful friends,

I was the mouse among us,

And I was the lion without a brave heart.

But now I see  and I've learned a lesson.. 

A lesson that is so valuable,

That is to love me for who I am,

To be confident for being ME,

And...

To thank Allah for making me as who I am now...

Thank you Allah .. Alhamdulillah ..

P.S: This post is not to show that i'm racist or other things you thought about religions.. it just to show my gratitude to my Creator and to encourage me to always stay positive and think positive and to always be courageous to face trials in life.. 

Thank you for reading.

Typed by , 

MLB....Look after yourself and keep the Faith ( Iman )

Soft ball

.Assalamualaikum.

First of all.. yes I love to play softball. But Unfortunately I didn't enter the softball league.. why? I don't know.. Maybe because at that time the end of year examinations are being held.. yeah it's a waste because I know I can get into the international team for Technics. I just follow my instinct at that time, and also I'm pressured by the exams.. all those papers that I can't answer successfully.. I can still remember the day I broke down after an exam.. that time , it was the most embarrassing moment I've ever had in my life.. Never mind that.. the past IS the PAST. We can't change the past.. There's no such thing as time machine to make it happen. haha very funny..

I'm jealous of my friends who played softball that day.. hehe.. saw their pics. Haha shame on me for not taking the chance to take part with them..Anyway I still keep my spirits high and start focusing in studying for our biggest exams.. SPM.. Plus  I want to get the rank of Lance Corporal in KRS, and for other targets..
The main thing here is that, I LOVE TO PLAY SOFTBALL SO MUCH!!!

Thank you for reading,
Sincerely typed by,
MLB.. Look after yourself and keep the Faith ( Iman )

Assalamualaikum. :)

dear friends, I'm here sitting with the rain trickling down my windowpane beside me while writing this weird writing that I'm not really what I'm writing either. Hearing the raindrops tap-tappiting on the roof above my head.. Why oh why can't it be sunshine today? Then I would be out there playing with badmintons or jogging.. I miss my bike.. Well since my bike broke down and it was never been fixed I had nothing to do outside the house.. No company to jog.. I can play badminton though , but unfortunately we have no shuttles to play with.. Bad luck huh?! haha For others, I think yeah, but for me not really.. I have my books to keep company.. Books have been my companion since I got out of ....... and I've been lonely in ...... so my mother bought me a book. Since then my love for books starts to grow.. Especially story books..adventure books..like, Sabriel, Lirael, The famous Five series, The adventures series.. and much more! I love Enid Blyton so much! Her books just rock my imagination. Why? It's obvious, because one of her book was the first English book that I've read in the ...... and her book which make the imagination in my head go wild and growing fast! Since then I got mad with adventures.. I think that's all for this section..Thank you for reading.. love you guyz and have fun in life..

sincerely, by MLB ....Look after yourself and keep the faith(iman)..
Assalamualaikum..

Kem Kepimpinan

Alhamdulillah.. Finally, I've conquered the camp.. actually it's not really camping.. because the camp was hold at school and we live boarding school.. so of course there will be dormitories to sleep in. I have no mood to tell the whole activities we've done, but I do want to say that this camp has made my mind change.. meaning like I've changed my opinion to what I'm doing for being as a MPP/ prefects. Truthfully, I joined the MPP organisation is just to gain experience.. and I want to have memories in this new school I'm attending, but after this camp, I became determined to work as Prefect for the love to my school. I'd rather sacrifice everything for this school which I love most. Honestly though, this is the first school I've put my whole heart to. Maybe because I've turn over a new leaf since I entered this school. From worse to bad and from bad to half bad.. Yes I can't say that I'm a good person, because I'm not. So lets just take it that I'm half-bad. hehe.. 

The best thing about this camp is, the facilitators are our fourth and fifth batch seniors. Even though they have exams coming next week at their university, they sacrifice their time, effort and money to come and meet us and give us the best they can.. and yes it is the best! Their efforts are payed and we have fun.. I want to be like them.. I still can recall what the facilitator for my group had ask us when we were having a group activities.. he asked us will we come and sacrifice our time like them to do just like what they did? Those words make my spirits burn. I miss them a lot. 

I learned a lot from this camp.. Thank you to our seniors and teacher for letting them be our facilitators. I learned to be closer to ALLAH S.W.T.. Insya-Allah I will do my best to be good.. and good luck to all of my friends and muslims in this world... May Allah Bless you.. 

ARGGHHH!!!

When will the holidays come??!!
Can't wait! I want to sleep late, and wake up late.. of course I pray first then sleep again haha.. I want to go out with my friends.. long time no see.. miss them A LOT! See holidays really matter to me.. to reunite all of my friends that have been apart. But to study is also very important to me.. haha.anyway my point here is

HURRY UP AND HOLIDAY!!!!! =.='

Stretch? :P

I wake up and walk away, like nothing happened. 

Peace out! ~

When

When you come into my life

When I finally gets to hold your hand

When you will hug me

When you will say the things I 

wanted to hear

When you promise that you love me

When I fell for you for the first time, 

My heart will always be with you

Always for you

Always be true 

just for you

Always,

and never will I betray my love ..

The Worst Dream In The World

The road to death is along march beset

with all evils, and the heart fails little by little

at each new terror, the bones rebel at each step,

the mind sets up its own bitter resistance and

to what end? The barriers sink one by one,

and no covering of the eyes shuts out

the landscape of disaster, nor the sight of crimes committed there. 

-Katherine Anne Porter-

Pale Horse, Pale Rider

When I have seen by Time's fell hand defac'd
The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;
When sometime lofty towers I see down-raz'd,
And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;
When I have seen the hungry ocean gain
Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,
An the firm soil win of the watery main,
Increasing store with loss, and loss with store;
When I have seen such interchange of state,
Or state itself confounded to decay;
Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate
That Time will come and take my love away.

- William Shakespeare- Sonnet 64

I'm a human being. :P

Hey guys, it's been a long time since I've been online.. okay it's been 2 weeks to be precised. I missed you guys so much! Lots of things had happen in just two weeks. Seriously I missed my friends, family and even my bed! Tomorrow I have  a road run or more to be called as MErentas desa. =.='. Tak larat lah. What's more with my feet hurts a  lot.  owh and the route for the road run is unbelievable. Have to climb lots of hills... semput jadi nyer..huh huh huh. hahaha owh and on the practice day, I almost get chased by dogs. Huge ones too. brrr.  haha I have nothing more to say. SO I end it here for a while. Okay see you guys this saturday!