Swimming lesson..!

Aku rasa macam nak jerit jer dowh!!!
Haha why?
Sebab ahad ni aku start belajar berenang..Bukanlah aku tak reti, cuma aku nak perfect kan lagi...
haha anyway, aku nak target selama 2 bulan aku sudah boleh berenang.. lepas aku tau basic, bolehlah aku nak belajar sendiri ye tak? hehe..

Like what I used to said to myself, where there is a will, there is a success..haha~ yeye je english aku..

Wish me luck!

Jujur.

Kalau diikut kan hati, akan ku luahkan segalanya kepada mu. Namun untuk mengelakkan diri dari terjebuk dalam akibat yang menimpa disebabkan oleh kejujuran itu, aku rahsia kan sahaja. Anda mau fitnah aku, aku tak kisah. Cakap lah apa-apa. Aku dah tak nak masuk campur. Aku ingin melepaskan kata-kata yang terakhir kepada anda yang terlibat. Bukan aku mengaku kalah ke apa, aku dah malas nak layan. Ikut apa yang cikgu aku kata, "You guys cannot help me in any ways or any problems. They will just take you deeper into the hole of failure." Bukan aku tak senang ngan korang ke apa. Aku just nak berjaya dalam hidup, dan jauh kan diri dari kebahagiaan dunia buat sementara waktu. Terpulang lah kepada korang sama ada nak kutuk aku  ker nak fitnah ker. Aku dah puas dan jelik nak dengar semua tu dari orang yang bgtau aku. Apa aku kesah pown? Yang sakit hati pown korang, bukan aku.

Korang nak tau tak apa aku buat selama ni? Just being ME!!! Korang ingat aku nak sangat ke jadi macam korang? PLEASE lah weyh!! Tak heran lah aku nak jadi cam korang. Kalau aku nak jadi macam seseorang, baik aku ikut gaya abang aku jer. Lagi berbaloi..

Jealous buta dan perasan sendiri

Aku tak tau apa nak jadi dengan perempuan zaman sekarang. dah buta ke apa sbenarnya. Ada satu kisah ini, dimana terdapat satu group yang rapat sangat. Sehingga satu hari, geng laki lak yg dtg. L dari kumpulan perempuan itu minat dengan U dari kumpulan laki. Then yang lain pown sama terikut-ikut juga. Tinggal seorang ni jer iaitu M, yang tak minat dengan geng itu. Namun sedemikian, dia terpaksa berlakon untuk menyukai mereka, tetapi lain yang diharap lain yang terjadi. Kawan-kawan dia semua nya benci dengan dia. L tak suka dengan dia sbb dia ingat M suka dengan U juga, dan L jeles sbb M rapat dengan U [padahal tak pown].Yang lain pulak sbb K perasan[tan] M suka dengan dia lagi,tapi sebenarnya tidak. K hasut semua untuk benci M.

Perkara yang paling dihairan kan oleh M ialah, kenapa L nak benci M sebab M rapat dengan U je ke? Setahu M, U pown tak sker ngan M, dan kenapa M nak sker dengan U padahal U sker ngan orang lain dan tak rapat pown dengan M. Setahu M juga, L rapat dengan U tapi kenapa lah L nak jealous dengan M?
M pown hairan dengan K...dulu yelah M suke dgn K, tapi M dpt tau sifat sebenar K dan agak meluat jugak dengan perangai dia. Tapi yang peliknya , K perasan pulak yang M suka dengan dia. Pastu K kata yang M nak gedik2 dengan dia. K kata yang M perasan sendiri dan sebar bohong atau fitnah sana sini. M pelik sahaja dgn perkara itu. M tak sebar bohong atau fitnah sana sini. K yang sebar tak sedar diri. M terfikir: "Kalau aku suka dia pown dan perasan sendiri, apa ang efeknye pada dia? Ni dah jadi kes terlebih perasan ni."

M sekarang sudah malas nak layan kawan yang meluahkan kata-kata kosong padanya. Pernah pada masa dahulu mereka berjanji sebagai BFF, namun itu semua kata-kata kosong yang tak pernah di tunaikan.

INILAH ALKISAHNYA BAHAWA KAWAN YANG DIPERCAYAI TELAH MEMUNGKIRI JANJI SEBAGAI 'BFF' HANYA LAH DISEBABKAN OLEH JANTAN-JANTAN YANG SEBAR FITNAH DAN BOHONG. 

P.S: Aku ceritakan ini untuk menunjukkan kebenaran kawan-kawan zaman sekarang. Nasihat ikhlas dariku, janganlah percaya sangat dan bergantung sangat pada kawan2 mu itu. Satu hari bila mereka 'back stab' kamu, kamu juga yang akan menangis. Melainkan kamu adalah seorang yang tabah. 

P.S.S: Oh SELALU FIKIRKAN TENTANG DIRI SENDIRI. Dalam dunia ini tak mungkin kau akan survive kalau asyik ikut kawan dan penting kan diri mereka.

         Sincerely by, 

~MLB~

Camp [saddest part]

Ada satu part yang paling aku sedih skali. Ia berlaku ketika kita berkumpul untuk "program kesedaran diri"..
bla bla bla..then kita kena nyanyi this one particular song, "Masihkah kau ingat?". Tak sedih pown, at first. Then cikgu Izham suruh kita fikirkan tentang kwn kita. I thought of ehem2, and suddenly I get too emotional...well you can guess it, yeah I cried..=.='..ooh then cikgu ask us to think of our parents and teachers, but somehow my friend I'm thinking of can't get out of my mind. hmm can you believe it? Our relationship begins and ends just like the lyrics of the song. I will put it in this blog some other time..okay then ..farewell.! n_n 

English class..

Well yesterday ada kelas BI, aku entah kenapa macam mengantuk jer. Stat dari duduk tegak>bongkok>kepala di atas meja>mata tutup>tertido..haha~ dah lh time Pn. Miena latha..brr.seram dowh..Td pown just my luck or else she will call my mother..why? One reason, before that I forgot to hand in my essay book..so well you may know the rest haha~ According to my fren's story of what happen is that she was explaining about our summary (that i do know she was dicussing bout that), and then i went black out(meant by sleeping!). She said bla3 *whteva* And then she suddenly said "I think someone are sleeping in this class". My fren said that my class mates starts to looked around, and they all target their eyes all on me..Malu dowh...Haha~ Dh penat nak dbuat gimana? haha

P.S: Dulu pown pernah jugak aku tido dlm kelas bi but cikgu tak perasan/mmg sengaja lepaskan... ;P

A sad story~

You are walking down the street holding hands with your lover. A car is coming down the street, you two move over and gun shoots start hitting you. You are not hurt severly but you did get hit with one. You see your lover lying on the ground in a bloody mess. You touch her/his face and start to cry. You hug onto them and scream out his/her name. You are crying so hard, you can't breath. You don't want to let go when the police tell you to. You fight to stay at their side you stay and watch them take the body away. You go home and can't sleep you want to go and be with your lover. You won't eat and your family is worried. You start drinking alot. You quite going to work and just sit on your coach and watch tv all day. Wierd things start to happen, the sky is dark when ever you cry, when you say you can't do something, thunder strickes and one day you find a note under the bed. You read it. You smile. You were crying but smiling at the things your lover had said about you. You look to the sky it was clear and it started to rain and from then on you knew they were there for you watching your every move and wanting you to be happy.

The Lovely Bones

WOW!!! Citer ni mmg best..cuma  klo diganggu oleh kwn time nak tgk tu, mmg lah x syok..haha..actually oklah kita pown wat lawak..Actually citer tu citer sedih. But fortunately for people who came to watched this movie with us *other people we don't know*, they have fun..HEhe..Kwn aku sorang ni x hbs2 nak komen setiap scene. Time dia senyap adalah time yg best2 iaitu time org jht nak cedera kan org baik..haha..Aku pown join in wat bising.. hehe..I mean laughing at the stupid jokes he made..hehe.. The story are not bad. I was about to cry, till this 'someone' makes a joke "again" haha, and I just laugh and laugh..He also made other unknown people laugh too..Kat satu scene yg plg gentir, dia g wat lawak pasal Ju-On nak keluar tetiba..haha..best dowh tgk, from sad>happy>sad>happy again and again.. The best part was the last scene, where the bad guy died by fall accidentally down a hillside.. He was trying to kill another innocent girl, and bla3 (watched it yourself) He fell.. haha.. Me and my friends, make a Oohs and Aahs sounds..Followed by the other audience..haha..Then when the bad guy reached a landing, we all clapped..haha..Then we get silenced for a while..and we cheers again..haha.. 

P.S: I don't know for you guys, but we had a great time watching 'cause my frens were there to make it more exciting..haha.. Best movie watching experience so far!! haha..*wink*

Coffee!!!!

I don't know why people likes coffee..Is it so good? Oh I remember the first time I drank my first coffee..haha..

My dad brought me to this Arab restaurant, and he ordered a cup of arabian's coffee.. He said arab's coffee are the best. Of course I was curious to know what it was like.. I asked and begged my dad to let me take a sip, and walla!! I take a sip, it nearly touched my lips I've cough and felt like I was getting high.. haha.. Seriously, if I tell you the details of how I felt at that time, you might think I was over reacting and it was an utmost disgusting details.. hahha...Since then I know that I can't drink coffee, even if it is full cream, or with sugar.. It tastes the same... 

There's this one time, I was sitting alone in a hotel room.. It was so cold..I thought that I would like to make a cup of hot tea or something else, Jeng2..Haha, unfortunately, there's only coffee.. I was desperate to get warm, so I just make the coffee... ehehe, I put the wrong ingredients.. I put a packet of coffee *nescafe packet*, apacket of creamer and 2 packet of sugar.. wah!!! The smell is good but when I tried to taste it, Blerghhh...It doesn't even touch my lips..!!!Haha..So I put it aside and went for the comfy bed..Till my mum get back, I ran towards her with the coffee cup in my hand, and I gave it to her.. haha then I know that I've not put enough creamer..haha..My mother said why I've not just take a shower.. Haha yeah right!!! I've never thought of that at all.

P.S: I'm not really sure what am I talking about.. So don't bother to read this and try to understand it.. haha..That is all for my experiences with coffee.. haha Damn you coffee maker!!!!

Alice in Wonderland

I just watched that movie yesterday..Well for me *me okay!* I think it was a bit funny.. okaylah..HILARIOUS!!! I love it all because there's Johnny Depp..He always act to be people that are crazy or just not normal... Maybe that's why I like him, 'cause I'm not normal as he is!!! Haha..crazy me..Sambung tadi, citer tu cam ada missing lah, but I don't know what. A bit boring..full of blah3 and stuff... Not much action *just like I expected* The graphic are so damn good..It made us feel like we live inside of it!! Aku rasa tak puas hati tengok..Sbb bebudak remaja yang tengok citer tu cam jakon jer.. Hell-O!!! Duh cam lah korang tak pernah masuk panggung wayang, bising memekak, dgn HP on and tergelak part tengah serious.. Talking like there's no tommorow!!! Kuat pulak tu!! Grr hilang sumer mood. If I have the power to kick you out, I'd kick you out of every cinema!!! Wow!! Aku mmg dah marah lah..huh huh .. Sbr2...

P.S: Well then that's all *not really* It's okay but I don't like it.. To simple for 13PG...BLAH3..Gud night

Exam, shool hols, and many more..!

Oh god!!! Mmg penat dowh minggu ni...
Haha sorry, it's been a long time since I wrote in here..Damn I'm so tired!!
With the exam just passed *baru habis hari ini*, there's a week for holidays!!! hahaha..Happy meh.. 
Anyway I'd like to pronouce that my sej are so bad..haha*crazy talk dah*. Okay lah..this shool hols, not sure what to do.. Org ajak pergi jln ikut ajer.. Dh lah dibelanja haha. Sengal.. I want to comment a bit about my exam in every subject...


Sej: Agak susah, tido sbb siap awal..haha.(ada jugak check!!)
Math: Agak senang, tp x konfem leh dpt A.. Atleast B okay wat!! Haha 

(form2 punyer soalan cam siot jer..) 

Bi: haha no comment.. Ada subjective!! WT... dia tanya " circle the adjectives/proper nouns, bla3" Haha. Aku hantam jer... apa kesah.. Grammar ku mmg hancur, but essay mmg A..haha Weird..
BM: Cikgu ckp x de sorang pown dpt btl 30 and above... Oh at least no one fails...
Sc: Easy peasy..haha Sumer sng except time nak wat ayat.. haha putar belit otak nak tukar from Malay-English..
KH: According to our teacher, mmg senang haha. Jeng3, soalan agak senang ..haha.. Aku tak baca pown, aku tgk buku rujukan lain or borak dgn kwn.. Hope dpt A, MMG SENANG!!!
Agama: WOah!! haha oklah, than last year.. Still got problem with sirah. Dia tanya psl Saidina Umar & saidatina Fatimah, sbelum exam aku dh baca psl saidina umar, but yg aku ingat Saidatina Fatimah haha..(Note: x baca Saidatina Fatimah tau!!)
Geo: Haha..what so funny? *otak dh mula mereng* Ok lah Geo.. saper x ok, org yg x baca buku lah..Aku pown x baca haha lek,lek. (mentang2 dh klas 2nd) Dey, Geo dia tanya basic jer. Klo tu pown x tau mmg sah2 korang x btl..klo baca and rewind per yg cikgu ajar, it will be as easy as pie..haha *reka jer* 


P.S: Aku ni sbenar nyer ada issue klo part blajar utk exam ni.. Don't know why, don't ask.. So ble aku x blajar Kwn2 sumer kata aku bajet pandai.. halo!! Korang tu yg mls nak blajar.. at least aku dpt gak markah tinggi. Sorry frens, need anything jgn malu2 nak mintak. Ready to help you guys..